getting laid for money

I wonder how does people think when they get paid for sex....

personally i think its pretty dirty.. u get both at the same time.. sex and money..

It pretty unfair.. Sex should not involve money.. well a little treat wont hurt..

some nice dinner after sex... a beer or wine..

and girls like gifts... once in a while.. some small stuff... a pair of cute earrings...

But again... girls will be hurt more if the r/s gone bad... well i mean those sex friend, fuck buddy relationship... i wonder why?

the emotional attachment u have after sex is so dreadful.. why cant I just separate these two?? it will make my whole life much easier...

well i am not getting sex now since it hurts so much after i had it. emotional scars are hard to heal.........so.. its better not to..

But i miss it.. seriously missed it....

i am thinking.. those get paid for sex... will they hurt so much too? if i get paid for sex.. will i be able to stop putting my feeling into it? just take is a job.. a sinful job... a dirty job... and i'll probably hate myself to death if i did it.. so..

Yup.. no.. not gonna do it.. not now not ever!!!!

Ranting!!!!

if thinking of you will make me cry

meeting u will not make it any better

and do u want to meet me while i am crying?

i dont think so

if u ask me

do i want to meet u

yes i do

but if meeting you mean crying infront of you

i will not meet u

i dont want to make u mad

or sad

no one like to meet crying ppl

when i sad

i also wish someone to be there

to comfort me

to tell me its ok

pat me

hug me

love me

i also want that

but now i am sad because of you

i dont want to hurt u

and when i am meeting u..

i will probably blaming u

scolding u

hitting u

i dont know what i will do

yet i dont u to feel bad

i dont want u to feel sad

i dont want to hurt u

and i dont want u to hate me

i still like u

if i dont

i wont feel so sad

if i dont like u

and if i can just take u as a sex friend

of course i will meet u

just to have sex right

no big deal