Ranting!!!!

if thinking of you will make me cry

meeting u will not make it any better

and do u want to meet me while i am crying?

i dont think so

if u ask me

do i want to meet u

yes i do

but if meeting you mean crying infront of you

i will not meet u

i dont want to make u mad

or sad

no one like to meet crying ppl

when i sad

i also wish someone to be there

to comfort me

to tell me its ok

pat me

hug me

love me

i also want that

but now i am sad because of you

i dont want to hurt u

and when i am meeting u..

i will probably blaming u

scolding u

hitting u

i dont know what i will do

yet i dont u to feel bad

i dont want u to feel sad

i dont want to hurt u

and i dont want u to hate me

i still like u

if i dont

i wont feel so sad

if i dont like u

and if i can just take u as a sex friend

of course i will meet u

just to have sex right

no big deal