Thursday, December 22, 2011

getting laid for money

I wonder how does people think when they get paid for sex....

personally i think its pretty dirty.. u get both at the same time.. sex and money..
It pretty unfair.. Sex should not involve money.. well a little treat wont hurt..
some nice dinner after sex... a beer or wine..
and girls like gifts... once in a while.. some small stuff... a pair of cute earrings...

But again... girls will be hurt more if the r/s gone bad... well i mean those sex friend, fuck buddy relationship... i wonder why?

the emotional attachment u have after sex is so dreadful.. why cant I just separate these two?? it will make my whole life much easier...

well i am not getting sex now since it hurts so much after i had it. emotional scars are hard to heal.........so.. its better not to..
But i miss it.. seriously missed it....

i am thinking.. those get paid for sex... will they hurt so much too? if i get paid for sex.. will i be able to stop putting my feeling into it? just take is a job.. a sinful job... a dirty job... and i'll probably hate myself to death if i did it.. so..

Yup.. no.. not gonna do it.. not now not ever!!!!