A Buddy?

I am thinking of getting a buddy that could do nasty stuff with me ^^
But it is so hard to pass my own feeling and conscience to get one.
I am way to rational to do these kind of stuffs.... I wish that i can just let go..
Let me see.. if i wan to get a sex buddy.. hmmmm
1. he have to be normal person...
2. i dont like guys that are too skinny....
3. age between 20 to 30 is acceptable...
4. he must not have girlfriend/wife
5. He must be healthy.... and only devoted to me.. haha

well these few condition is not that bad rite..... actually i wan try to have sex in the car...
So if that guy have car... it will be even better... isn't it?? but well thats not the main thing...
I need the guy to be devoted to only me because i dont like those people that are having alot of sex before meeting me.... This will make all the fun gone as he is satisfied. He will not be as exciting as those people that have sex once a week. daily exercise will make that guy weak....
Hence i would not be able to enjoy as much as i want....
Then the activities cannot be too frequent as well..... it will just spoiled the mood.....
Actually i am very shy on bed.. I do not dare to voice my opinion....
So that guy have to be able to control situation on the bed.. as i always lost it....
He have to know what style to use... and lead me to that particular style...
I like to being lead when doing those nasty stuff..... It just make me feel so controlled...
I am a little bit of masochist anyway.... Then it will be a bonus if that guy is strong~~~
Strong in various aspect though.. physically as well as mentaly... wahahaha...
The penis also have to be strong... and the desired to break me also have to be strong....

There are a few style that i like.... like 69... this is good because i love to give blowjob... and at the same time i can enjoy being teased... but not much guy like to lick me i guess...
then next maybe girls on top... this is cool because i can feel what ever i like to feel... But again i dont have the confident in it.. i am afraid the guy will think that i am boring.....
but being myself on top is really cool... i can see his expression..... this is the best part....
actually i really like to hear a guy moan... but it is so hard to happen...

Sex slaves...

I did mention about being sex slave last time.. It just for role play though.. but i like the idea alot..
Just imagine being used and insult... haha.. this is so SM...
I like it when he is abit rough when having sex with me... biting my nipple or ear lobe is so exciting... Of course being gentle also important. Just inagine, he will slowly kiss on my breast.. Left bresat and the other hand on right breast. Kissing slowly and gently, then fondle my tits with his tongue... keep licking them.. ehmm.. just imagine it make me real high.. ^^ then he will suck on them... making those inappropiate sound.. this is so sexy... Then slowly bite on my nipple... at first it should be a gentle nimble.. but then can increase the forst of bitting.. But be careful not to hurt it too much that u actually bite it off.. lol.. then it will be cannibalism already~~~ I like it hard when it come to sex... Then while the mouth is on the left side.. the hand on the right side should not stop. It can squeze my breast... then maple pinch on my nipple as well... The sensation will be supper.. lol...
When i am watching porn, i rather watch them kissing each other or playing each other nipple then watch the actual fucking scene...

I am so tired now after working~~ standing for almost 10 hours.. wel i did sit down every now and then but still its tiring~~~
What I really need now is a warm kiss on my lips... neck.. shoulder.... and slowly went down... ops.. I should stop here.. ^^

I really wish I can have someone that willing to hug me... just a simple hug will do... I think what I really seek in sex it just some simple attention.. But of course... Orgasm is an important aspect as well..
If talk about orgasm.. Actually there are none man had made me orgasm before. LOL I am such a sad person. Event though after i have sex for 4 hours (have some rest in between) I still cant feel satisfied.

Guess how many times I can masturbate in a week? Well... more then 10 times I think. thats for normal days.... For those days that I am really desperate.. I can masturbate 3 to 4 times a day and do it almost every day... wahahahaha
I am mostly in need (for masturbate) before i fell asleep or the time when i woke up.
That is the time where my body feel really hot and really wish that i have a guy that sleep beside me and have a cock ready for me to use..^^
Just like I told you guys that I dont have any masturbate tools other then my finggers.. SO I only use finggers when i am HORNY.. ^^

First I will use my middle fingger to play with my clit..... thats to stimulate myself to produce those "juices".. ^^ when it is still not that wet i will insert my fingger into my vagina very quickly and hard... so I will feel some pain in the process... But this is the part that I enjoy alot.. ^^ (maybe I am a SM afterall).
After a few thrusting with my fingger in to my pussy, then I will continue to play with my clit untill I CUM. The moment I cum I will automatically close my leg and i can feel the wetness in my pussy drop into my mattress and tight. ^^ after i CUM my vagina will be very very sensitive.. At this point of time i will use 2 finggers to thrust my pussy... The feeling is so hard to describe~~~ It is so nice.... That after a few thrusting will make me so full... So satisfied that I can finaly have the will to Fell asleep of wake up.. ^^

Thats why.. I have decided one thing. I will not let the guy to penetrate me Before he can make me cum.. ^^

some of my sex experience

Well as i told u guys, I met this guy few years ago and he is my first... I really dont encourage people to do so. I am so regret it right now. It is My virginity and i lost it in a public toilet. WHat a joke.

But something really weird... I wonder what happen back then but i never bleed when he first insert his cock into me...
Maybe i am already not a virgin since long long time ago...
Or i am born without that layer of skin in my vagina?

But it hurt.. abit... or i am just slow? there was time where I am really hurt when I am peeing.. But it just for a period of time like a week.. and that happen after i have sex with him for 5 or 6 weeks.
I met him constantly for sex after that.
We will met at some hotel at geylang ( something more decent i think coz it is clean and the room is nice).. sometime hotel 88 at lavender.. etc...
We had alot of sex... I love when we had roleplay. Esplecially when i roleplay as his sex slave... haha.. maybe I am a masochist afterall..

But he nvr really ask me to do anything weird other then take out my panties when we are on the bus. Or dont wear bra When i am meeting him(which i never dare to do it) But well i did took out my panties various of time... hahahaha........
Then in the cinema also.. I always gave him blow job there... he seem to like it alot if i were to give him blow job in the public....

once he promise me to buy me a sex toy.. but he never did.. well I really like to have one.. But i dont have the courage to keep it... Coz i will never know when people will found out...^^ haiz... But i really want to have one... It seem so good when people play with it.

Something like this will be fun.. wahahaha.... But well i do not dare to buy or keep it.. i hope my partner (sex partner) would buy something like this for me and well keep it for me and bring it everytime we have sex... hahaha.. but wehre got such a nice guy that willing to go to this extend?? i wonder...

Dear Elson.. (part2)

Wow, it was so big. maybe around 15 to 17 cm.. Fully erected, and have this small amound of pre cum on top of its head... yummy..

"Ms Loo, I cant take it anymore." he said this words while stroking his rod. Then he suddenly grab my hair and shove his cock into my mouth. So violent. He forcefully make me do a blow job. Well if he can asked nicely i would definitely do it to.

"Ugh.. Ms Loo.. Your mouth feel so good". He keep shoving it in and out.
"Uhm... arhh... ehmm...". I cant speak anything. His cock is in my mouth. and he shove it so deep it make me hurt. but I cant say that I am not enjoying this.. He keep making me blow job him for a while then he increased the speed on shoving his cock.

"Oh.. I'm cumming I'm cumming". He shouted. Then he pull his cock out of my mouth and and shoot all his sperm onto my face. So hot. I licked the sperm that near my lips. As I thought Yummy.. I use my finger to collect more of the sperm and licked it. Elson now siting beside me exhausted. But I am not satisfy yet. So I push him to lay on the sofa.

"Elson, I am not satisfy yet. Would you help your poor teacher?" I teased him. He is such a good boy. His penis straight away stand up again.. ehmm.. Good job.. Now I slowly lick on his penis again.. so hot.. ehmm.. and the ball ball.. i put the ball into my mouth. Suck on them.. ehm.. nice. Then i get up and crawl up p him..
"Elson, Can I kiss You?". without waiting for his replay i kiss him.. this is the best in sex.. "after sucking can get a kiss".. Then i sit on is leg and my hand play on his cock. Strocking it slowlly and increasing the speed as he keep moaning...
"Elson, look here.. i will inserting your penis into my pussy now." I get up from his cock and aiming my pussy while asking him to look up. I want to see his expression.

"ehmm... ah... ehm... your cock feel so nice Elson."
"Oh Ms Loo... you are so tight."
"oh yess... oh yess...." I keep moaning while riding his cock. He also tried to push his cock deeper into my pussy... ahm... this feeling.. I like is so much. I dont think I will ever get tired of having a cock inside my pussy.... ehm.....

He suddenly get up and change the position into doggie style. Well i dont hate doggy stely but at least he had to inform me first. I dont like to be control... But well i forgive him this time since this is his first time.. But next time.. He will definitely get some.."punishment". hehehe...
He tried very hard to push his cock into me.. but well he is still too "green". He cant get the hole right. So I help him by opening my pussy wide.

"Here is my pussy. Dont need so rush. Slowly aim your penis here then insert the head into it first before you push it inside". Hahaha.. I am still a teacher after all. Teaching my student the right way to insert his cock into my pussy. Once a teacher, always a teacher... Anyway he got it right this time and... ah... his cock so big... and my pussy so wet now. it is so easy for him to insert and pull out his cock... and he driving me crazy by inserting it so hard... ah... ehm... nice work...
I will give him 80 mark for this....

"Oh yes... Harder Elson, ehmm... yes... oh... harder.... Break me apart.... oh... ehmm...." I cant help myself keep moaning.. he is so good even thought this is his first time.. well I assume that this is his first time. Then he pull me up and grab my boobs. SO hard it is pain.. but well this is so exciting... Ehmm... Oh... yes... he is sucking on my nipple now... wow i like people sucking on my nipple.. maybe a little bite will be better.. bu ithink he wouldnt dare to do it... oh... yes.. this is so good.... He keep pumping my pussy so hard.. argh.. ehmm.... yess...

"Teacher i am cumming. Oh Ms Loo i am cumming..." He shouted when he almost reched climax...
"ehmm wait awhile more.. pump me harder.. harder... dont cum first.. wait" I quickly ask him to wait first.. i havent reached.... lol.. he is so fast.. we only do it for maybe 15 minutes... damn it...
"Ms Loo.. I cannot take it already.. ugh..".
"Eh wait.. dont come inside.. u dint wear..." Before i finished my words he shoot it inside already.. so warm i can feel his sperm inside me.. wow.. he shoot quite a few times... and it is so strong~~~ ugh.. but i havent come yet and he dint wear protection too... zzzzzz.. Never mind... he is first timer... i will slowly teach him some manners...

"Ah.. Ms Loo.. this is so good". He is panting while saying this words... I can see his sweat oh his forehead is dripping. lol.. this so cute..... i just love him. his cock is still inside me. Well dint shrink yet. still as big as before...
"Elson.... I havent reached climax yet" i said sadly..
"I am sorry Ms Loo.. What can i do for you?" hahaha he ask what can he do... hmm... well what should i make him do?... i got an idea...

I made him kneel on the floor and lick on my pussy while I am sitting on the sofa... Oh My... i just love this.. watching him servicing me from above..... what a view...
"oh yess.. Elson.. lick my clit... yes.. faster.. your tongue... ugh.. that right... faster.. oh yes... suck on it.. ohm... oh.. yes.. your fingger.." He even inserted his fingger into my pussy while licking me.. Oh Yes.. where did he lean this.. this is so good..
"Oh yes... ehmm keep going.. I am cumming.. ehm... oh.. yesh.. arghhhhhhh...." Finnaly i came.. yes.. wow it has been long time i dint came this hard... oh yess this is so good... I am already enticipating next time..
OH MY dear student.....


The End

Elson Dear...

It is another normal teaching day. I have been looking at the clock for a long time. I wonder what should I do later?. Maybe I will find some handsome guy to sooth my thirst.
Oh, when did I last time have sex? I think it has been a few months.

I have been so busy this few months preparing Questions for exams and Revision Classes for my students. Another year pass by but i still remain single. Why they dont have sexy and naughty male teachers here? But the students are nice. Some of it are so cute. I always have fantasies about them. Just imagine how young and Strong they can be. Oh.. it makes me real wet.

"Ring~~ Ring~~". At last the final class of the semester finished. My long awaited holiday. Yahooo.... Just i was about leaving the class and locked it, Elson approached me. Well Elson was a guy with well build body, he had fair skin, tall, and wearing glasses. Wow, its definitely my type. I have been dreaming about him since i step into this class. Just imagined he licking my tits, ehmm.. and his fingers, long and strong, teasing my pussy... Oh...

"Ms Loo, Ms Loo, you ok?" Ops, where have i been? Hope i dint drooling just now.
"Yes Elson. Anything?".
"Are you free later? I have some private matter that i need to discuss with you".
"Oh, Ok, lets go to meeting room. You can speak freely there." Hmm another problem student. Hope it is not something too serious. He looked really troubled.

When we are in the meeting room, i ask him to sit down so we can have a proper "discussion". But he suddenly hug me from behind.So tightly that I almost cant breath. I was really startled. What is it about?
"Ms Loo, i have been dreaming about you since the first day i saw you. I love you Ms Loo."

Then he started to force a kiss into my lips. Wow so forceful. Hmm the taste not bad. So warm and passionate. ehmm nice.. Opss what am i doing? He is my student. And I am his teacher. We are still in school ground. But well, today is the last day of school. Most of the teacher should have gone back. And looking at the time, There should be no one in the school ready. And his kiss... Ugh I dont really care anymore. I started to enjoy his kiss and kiss him back. Well he look surprise... wow so cute~~
His kiss is such an "immature" kiss. I should teach him what is the real kiss about.
I push him to lay down on the meeting table then start to lick his lips. Then I insert mu tongue into his mouth and lick his tongue. So wet~~ and hot. We keep playing our tongue for sometimes. Then I get up from him. Wow his face so cute... I cant take it anymore.

"Elson, would you help me?" I asked carefully.
"Yes Ms Loo, I will do anything for you." Good answer.
"My pussy is wet now. Would you help me to undress my underwear? I dont want to stain it". Hahaha.. I should bring my camera with me. His expression is like.. classic... I wish i can keep this expression. ^^

"So, Would you help me?" I asked again when he is still stunned at there.. hahaha.. this is so fun... He suddenly jump up from the table and pushed me to a small sofa in the room. Then he kneeled on the floor and lift up my skirt. Lucky I am wearing a sexy black laces panties today. He slowly pull down my panties and stared at my pussy. Then he start playing them with his index finger. My pussy is so wet now. Ugh.. it so nice..

"ehmm.... Elson.. it feels good". He suddenly put his finger into his mouth tasting my pussy juice.. Then he start licking my pussy..
"Ehhmmm.. Ahhhnnn..." I moaned. It feel so good...
"Yes.. ehmm continue.. ah..." Wow he is really good at this. He using his tongue to lick at my clitoris. He will suck on my pussy also...
"Ah... so good... ah.. ehmmnnnn... emmnn" Sometime he will also gently bite it.. wow this sensation... i love it so much...

Then he suddenly stand up and pull down his zip and take out his cock. Wow it so big.

To Be Continue....

My first experience

Actually, i am a very desperate girl. LOL
I have been thinking about sex for a very long time.
I lost my virginity to a guy i know from internet.
And it is in a public toilet, somewhere in Jurong East area.
I cant really believe it myself.
We had sex while i am standing. And he Fuck me from behind.

I knew him trough mIRC. He is a Singaporean.
That time i was just 17 Yrs old.
So on 18 Mar 2006, when I still havent got into poly.
2 days before my birthday. I had sex.
Hahaha. We went for a movie.
Well he said want to celebrate my BIRTH day.
We watched nanny Mc---- something. lol.
cant remember.
In the cinema we had make out a little bit.
I did some blow job.
he also well, petting my Pussy. ^^
Its so exciting.

Sometime I will also give him blow job in the bus. Can u imagine it.
I dont know why I am so bold.