Magical Night

Have known him for quite sometimes, and decided we should meet up for a date.

Anxiety is killing me, couldn't help myself, keep checking the time.

I should distract myself, what should i wear?

That cute dress? Or a low back sexy dress?? the blue one is pretty too..

Looking at the time, few more hours, I should go to bathe now.

Checking the phone, no new message... sigh~

Finally, there is a message. I should go out now.

He tried to be a gentleman, offered to pick me up.. but i refuse, I plan to drink tonight, i wont allow him to drink if he drives.

Finally, i met him. He complained a bit, since he waited for me for awhile, dint realize that i am so late.

He brought me to a place and asked for my opinion, how sweet. This place gave me a feeling of old and elegant. A perfect place for a perfect date.

He ordered something, so sweet. Well i do not know what to order, so i just leave it with him.

Tonight i am going to fully enjoy myself.

Its such a romantic place. nice music, nice ambiance, nice champagne.

Anxiety was still with me, I am still not sure what to say or what to do.

With a lil bit of alcohol, i relaxed myself.

and with a few more glasses, i gotten bold.

I started to sit nearer, holding him, playing with his fingers, a quick perks on the cheek.

So fun teasing him.

With the last glass of wine, we left the place.

We were going out for a walk, quiet place, nice scenery, feels so romantic, yet not mushy.

we were holding our hands, or rather, i was holding his.

He remained as a gentlemen, dint take any advantages.

This touched me a lot, it makes me happy, at last, i met a guy that wont take advantages of the situation.

We walk along the park, and get a place to sit down, and just talked! he dint try to touch me at all. We had a very long talk, we talk about everything, and he was just so sweet. he even sang me a little song.

After the long talk, we walked again, keep walking and talking. and once in a while, i would stop and give him a hug or a kiss on the lips, he doesn't like biting apparently. He prefer to be gentle, while i am on the wild side. well, he said about compromising, which makes me so happy. He is willing to compromise, he is willing to do it. Isn't it means, he cares about my feeling. He is really a nice guy. A gentleman, a romanticism.

No guy have ever make me feels this way before, its like first love, its like true love.

But everything have to end, he sent me home without doing anything to me, even though i would really like to spend more time together and dont mind if we gone all the way. This is it. My magical night.

After that, we dint meet anymore, we still talk and chat. He told me he is not ready for commitment. I guess he doesn't feels as much love as i do for that night. Or i just simple sucks. And the feeling i had was just a delusion of my own.